Posted on Sep 3rd, 2009
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rudyan
Resolution, to what I perceive as dissonance in my life. Wait, no! I just caught myself saying those words: I'm perceiving dissonance to be there (in my life). But what if my perception isn't true?... More »
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Posted on Mar 26th, 2009
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rudyan
Joy, filled to the brim and overflowing. I've woken up the past few mornings feeling like I'm coming back from a far distant place. That has happened to me before, but what's different this time... More »
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Posted on Mar 12th, 2009
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rudyan
I'm not sure. It's been such a struggle, you know. I was so looking forward to getting here. I thought I'd feel more peaceful, more myself, whatever that's supposed to mean. But now that I'm... More »
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Posted on Feb 10th, 2008
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rudyan
Each and every time I try to control life, it snatches the remote right out of my hand. You'd think I'd learn...
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Posted on Feb 7th, 2008
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rudyan
The insights that come with me to the edge of consciousness when I return from wherever it is that I go when I think I'm sleeping, or dreaming (day or night), or meditating.
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Posted on Sep 3rd, 2007
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rudyan
1. Everything is connected and interconnected -- I am you are me, tree, sky, god, etc., ad infinitum. Everything is part of the energy of all that is. 2. I can't force change, even in myself, but... More »
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