Posted on Jul 19th, 2009
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rudyan
flying freefall fireworks falling in love floating on clouds being suffused in light dancing in universal rhythm dancing to your own heartbeat donning rose-coloured spectacles walking on the beach on a windy day walking on... More »
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Posted on Dec 28th, 2008
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rudyan
Nostalgia, along with a feeling of something ending, but what’s left to end? And a sense of floating in the mystery of not knowing. Late, by myself, in the boat of myself, no light... More »
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Posted on Dec 18th, 2008
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rudyan
Hmm, I have run from anger most of my life. I have feared it in others, I have feared and fought against it in myself. But here’s the thing: Anger points me to places where... More »
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Posted on Mar 2nd, 2008
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rudyan
What is my reaction to hearing that? I have none. They're just words, after all. And how can anyone presume to tell another they’re safe? Or to know what safety even means for the other?
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Posted on Jan 4th, 2008
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rudyan
I don't try to. If I notice I'm feeling depressed, lonely, exhausted, stressed or bleak, I stop what I'm doing and say, "Ah, it's you, my friend." Then I go back to doing what I... More »
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Posted on Jan 1st, 2008
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rudyan
About grounding myself in the here/now of the present moment. From here, everything's possible. I have found that failing to acknowledge or accept where I am right now is a sure way to skew future... More »
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